Prayer Requests - CT

I'm asking for deliverance and healing for my wife who has stage four lung cancer and other issues. Please pray for provision and protection for us.

Please pray for physical healing in my stomach. Pray for emotional comfort on the loss of my parents. Pray I will have direction from the Lord.

Please pray for my niece's daughter, Lyani. Her father died this weekend in a motorcycle accident. Lyani is only 17 years old and is not doing good.

I know God loves me, but I've never experienced love. I was abused as a child. I know I need Jesus but I don't know how to go about it. I say I forgive, but my heart holds grudges. I desperately need freedom in my head, heart, and soul.