My life is stuck on an ever worsening version of psalm 69.
God please destroy the negative thoughts in my mind and the bitterness in my heart and their manifestation in my life. Amen.
I don't know why I'm even praying anymore. My prayers need prayers, the miracle needs miracles, my faith needs faith, my hope needs hope, just resurrect.
I need God to meet me in my current state.
Can God start healing, and restoring, the bodies of young adults and the youth.
I regret not taking God seriously when things were good. I'm in the crisis of my life and I can't hear God's voice, peace and prescence. I repent and beg for mercy.