I have been struggling to find a desire to go on. Every day I ask the Lord to take me home. I am desperate to leave this place. Pray for me.
Please pray for the nerves in my body and my addiction to porn.
The day God answers my prayers is the day that my birthday won't feel like a death date and there will be something worth celebrating.
Please pray for my anger, unbelief, disappointment, bitterness, hate against God.
I wonder if there will be a day where I feel love and joy in the name of the Lord Jesus, and not pain and abandonment. It's like I'm in a nursery 24/7 but I'm barren.
Only God can fix me. Only God can help me only God can restore heal and comfort me. But his been awol so what now.