Prayer Requests - South Africa

I'm not experiencing the God everyone seems to be. Sermons, prayers, and fasting, I only feel further away, more hopeless, in despair, and worse physically.

Prayer to overcome slumber in my prayer wordlife.
Prayer for Son Joshua, his mind development is altered he 3years.
Financial breakthrough.

I pray for a heart to believe in God, to be filled with faith and trust in God, and to be filled with the Holy Spirit.

Please keep me in your prayers at Yale. I'm also in a university. I know with one word, God can restore all that has been stolen in my body and mind.

I travel across the world to have someone believe a lie about you when you were concerned about their well being. Pray for God's wisdom. Racial tension also.