Prayer Requests - South Africa

The day God answers my prayers is the day that my birthday won't feel like a death date and there will be something worth celebrating.

I wonder if there will be a day where I feel love and joy in the name of the Lord Jesus, and not pain and abandonment. It's like I'm in a nursery 24/7 but I'm barren.

Only God can fix me. Only God can help me only God can restore heal and comfort me. But his been awol so what now.

Do I even mean anything to you God? Does the destruction of my health, dreams, and life mean anything? Do my prayers mean anything? Where is your glory?