I long to die soon so that I don't have to suffer and worry anymore and don't have to be afraid and live a tense and troubled life every day.
Please pray for me. I need to experience Christianity. I need joy so much. I want to be happy.
There was an earthquake Myanmar today Please pray for the gospel to come forth in this nation and for God's mercy.
I feel anxious, I'm not as hard in pursuing God as before. I don't worship, pray, or evangelize people as much as before. I now focus more on myself.
Please pray to God to send His angels to fight my extreme spiritual warfare for me. Also to bring me back to California now where I can feel His goodness.
Please pray for Julie's colon cancer surgery on 11/21 to be a success and may God provide full recovery.
