Prayer Requests - Bulgaria

I am struggling. I am so deep in a financial hole that suicide is the only thing on my mind. I pray and try to read the Bible, but things are so bad that I feel like I can't keep going. I know I will disappoint so many people. I am sure I love Jesus.

I heard a strong testimony from Pastor Carter that he suffered from panic attacks. Please pray for me because I suffer from panic attacks.

Please, beloved brothers and sisters pray for me for my Spiritual growth and maturity. Thank you!