God, please change my thinking and remove the self-hatred. Save me.

I learned my marriage is a sham for a green card. I thought our marriage was real. I’ve been in a dark hole drinking and I know it’s wrong.

Please pray for me. I cannot go on in this life. I’m totally broken, hurt, and rejected. Where is God? I’m tired. I can’t pray anymore.

I need a miracle and breakthrough in my life. I\’ve had seven years of major trials with no relief. I\’ve lost my home, career, and relationships.

I have experienced nothing but rejection and oppression my whole life. I want to give up at this point.

Please pray for me to feel the joy and love of the Lord in my life. I’m fighting sadness and circumstances everyday.